He demanded that it be hot
& to that end I went scurrying; the place I’m
referring to
got cold, come Fall, & all you could do (adobe
walls,
one-hundred foot ceilings) was procure to
plug in. Days were spent ferrying
apparatuses I ran to ground (local quincallas) room
to room,
I behind him, on my knees, wondering
how much longer could he take it without dying
outright: the freeze then the heat: he neon:
at night he hunkered down (Andes of blankets)
lamenting the exodus we’d made from the land
of palms
he’d ended up in after his earlier woes:
it was complex in the extreme to be trying
to tie his two themes into a knot we could live with:
times had not only changed.
I manage to unhear him
a lot by dint of simplicities: humming, or claiming
the phone;
& then I’ll pretend, observing him shivering,
his waxy hands
ensconced in garden gloves (lissom violets, background
mauve),
his skull behunched, remembering,
that we are on a beach again, simultaneous, burnt
to a crisp,
at the end of what often passed
for a perfect day